No one seems to give me anything honest anymore it's all biased. They want me to be with someone they've picked, work on something they want, and do it all in the neat little steps they have picked out for me.

I'm tired of running to people for help and getting nothing but the wrong advice bc of thier own ideas.

I feel the way I do bc that is whats on my heart

It can't be changed and it cannot be hidden

You didn't put it there

I didn't create it

No one can move it

There is so much that is false

pulling me this way and that

I just want to ESCAPE and make it all new

I want to build it all on new ideas

New feelings

I want a fresh look at the world

Our own eyes mapping the road

Not the dreams of others

I NEED an ESCAPE

I crave an ADVENTURE

...

Won't anyone come with me?

I'm tired, I'm bored, and everyone is haging out at the mall or something.

blah.

Kels this is really just for you since no one else ever reads this thing anyway.

<3 2 TN